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1. I get easily embarrassed for other people.
2. I have a very hard time not buying all black when I go shopping b/c I look best in that color.
3. I hate applesauce, but like apples. I hate creamed corn, but love regular corn. I just can't stand textures where you don't drink, but don't chew your food either, creepy.
4. I don't care to ever match my socks, I'm fine with wearing one blue and one red.. it doesn't matter.
5. I miss coloring on those one posters from book fairs that had the black felt stuff on them, I never bought an actual book from them before.. just those posters that usually had unicorns or butterflies on them.
6. Sometimes when I'm driving alone in my car and I think of a conversation that I want to have or I wish I had, I will say my part out loud.
7. I hate hearing my own voice on recordings because I always sound like I have a stuffy nose.
8. Although I have friends from different countries that I am very very close to, I am still culturally stupid and I hate that.
9. When I get scared at night when I'm by myself, I get this weird feeling in my butt.. it's true!
10. Although I love shoes with all my heart and sole (haha, get it.. soul, sole) teehee, I don't wear them when I'm at work.. you will always see me in socks or barefoot.
11. I laugh at my own lame jokes, see above.
12. I use to wear all sorts of fun eye shadow colors until I saw a picture of myself with lime green on and realized I look like a 'tard, so now I just stick with grey and it seems to be working out.
13. I still feel bad about violating curfew when I was 15 because that was the only time my Dad was truly disappointed in me.
14. I believe accessories and shoes can make or break an outfit.
15. Eyebrows can also make or break someone's face.
16. I still feel like a kid and worry when I go into bars that I will get carded until I remind myself I am of age, for the past 4 years now!
17. I wish I still remembered how to play 4 square like I did in 6th grade.
18. When I get stressed or worry too much, I get a cold sore.
19. My friends and family don't know as much about me as they think they do, not because they don't care.. but because I don't share.
20. I can't understand why people put more time and thought into a wedding itself, but not the marriage.
21. I'm not big into politics but I know what I believe in.
22. I can hold in my emotions as long as I don't talk.
23. I want to go to a professional NBA game for the Sacramento Kings!
24. My favorite cookies are oatmeal with white chocolate chips.. mmm.
25. I get frustrated with people who take their jobs too seriously and become the office police.. chill out!!
26. I don't understand why there are security drivers in the mall parking lot, do people really run so fast that you have to drive after them??
27. I get super happy when I go into a public restroom and the toilets were JUST cleaned.
28. I fold my toilet paper when I use it, I don't wad.
29. I use lotion on my entire body every day.
30. I don't like to drink too often, b/c I hate the taste of alcohol and I hate wasting calories on a drink.. arrghh!
31. I don't say 20 til when saying a time, I say 40 after and I was told that's strange.. it's the same time so why does it matter?
32. I always talk baby talk to the cats unless they tick me off then they are usually called bastards. (I'll have to change that when I actually have children)
33. I only watch the auditions for American Idol, the rest of the crap is stupid.
34. I hate silence unless I am with very close friends, family or Aaron.. because I always feel awkward and I start rambling about nothing.
35. I think stretching when you first wake upis probably one of the BEST feelings in the world!
36. I love cappucino and flavored coffees, especially in the vanilla family.
37. I hate painter's jeans, tapered pants and corduroy on men.. enough said.
38. I think I would make a good modeling scout.
39. I just became attracted to Ashton Kutcher after watching 'The Guardian' (Coast Guard movie)... it's probably just a one movie attraction, but an attraction none the less.
40. I hate that I pick Aaron's faults apart.
41. I must wear lipstick or lip liner of some sort or my lips are too pale and I look like I'm 2 seconds away from passing out or dying.
42. I must wear eye liner or people think I'm sick, honestly.
43. I love slippers, robes and sweatpants soooooo much.
44. The absolute best part of every day for me is around 10:00 pm when it's just me and my baby in our bed talking and cuddling. (I know, sounds gay.. but it's true)
45. I miss my best friends more than they will ever ever ever possibly know. (Tara and Shar)
46. My dad is probably the smartest man I will ever know, and he didn't go to college.
47. I get nervous around Aaron's family still.
48. I love fruit, but I hate when it's mixed together b/c then it all tastes the same and it's usually like cantalope or watermelon.
49. I love farmer's markets with their fresh fruits and veggies.
50. I laugh very loudly and that usually upsets Aaron if I'm on the phone.
51. I'm the office clown at work, and I think most people appreciate it accept Lynn a.k.a. spawn of the devil.
52. I aspire to be half as good of a mom as Lea was to me.
53. I love how music and songs can bring me back to a memory in just a second's time.
54. I miss teen magazines and teen movies and sleep overs with some girl friends.
55. I love sex shops!
56. I think midget porn is hilarious.
57. I wish I had a closer relationship with all of my siblings, distance makes things much harder.
58. I love tall socks.
59. I think that Aaron has a different smell when he's sleeping and I love the scent.
60. I want to plant flowers in my front yard but I haven't a clue where to start.
61. I daydream a lot, a lot, a lot.
62. I miss my grandparent's farm that they sold 8 years ago.
63. I wonder if the people in heaven get to see every single thing you do in life or if they get the censored version (I'm hoping #2).
64. I worry that when I go to have kids, I won't be able to.
65. I love chinese and japanese food, as long as it's chicken.
66. I love my new rice steamer, it's the next toaster people.. buy one.
67. I'd like to take photography classes, but I've been too lazy to look into it.
68. I'd like to take pottery classes, but again.. too lazy.
69. I say that I'm busy, but I really just waste time doing unimportant things and not the important things.
70. I car dance all the time, whether I'm alone or with people.
71. I catch myself sometimes wishing away the future, like saying.. I can't wait until Aaron's done with school in 4 years when I need to be happy with the time right now and NOT wish away ANY time!
72. I remember when my Dad told me that he would catch a cloud and put it in a jar for me when I was little and he gave me cotton.
73. I remember when my Dad told me that we lived next to Indian Mountain and I believed him, but in all truth it was just a hill with trees.
74. I love to wear sassy undies and I got the addiction from Lea.
75. I feel like it's selfish of me to be so sad over the loss of Lea, so I try not to let my Dad or Aaron see me cry.
76. I love tootsie rolls.
77. Breakfast is my favorite meal of the day.
78. I have super fat toes, and Aaron always says they look like little smokies.
79. I like using the girl excuse to not mow the lawn, change a tire or change the oil in my car.
80. I would love to get married on a beach or in a huge house overlooking a beach in Antigua.
81. I sometimes pray to God that I will lose my 17 lbs I gained, but I know that's selfish.
82. I like having big boobs, I feel that it evens out the size of my butt plus it makes Aaron go loco!!
83. I want Aaron to get the tattoo that Bam Margera has on his side.
84. I wish I could see Sharlyne's kids more often.
85. I like tanning but hate the way it makes my skin smell.
86. I don't like to wear tennis shoes with jeans because it makes my legs look even fatter and shorter.
87. I'm pretty sure whenever I do get pregnant I will look like an oompa loompa with a bowling ball in my tummy.
88. I like the smell of new books alot.
89. I even like the smell of musty basements, I don't want to smell like one.. but I like smelling it from time to time.
90. I love looking at the worst dressed pics and reading the smart comments about their outfits from different stylists.
91. I can't decide for sure what I want to do in life.
92. I do know that I want to visit kenya, russia, london, monaco, antiqua, china and japan though.
93. I think it's a sin to wear full butt panties with pants, underwear lines are a no-no no matter what age or size.
94. Bad hygiene and bad breath makes me gag.
95. Sometimes I just want to be annoying.
96. Aaron and I have wrestling contests pretty often and I always thought I was stronger until the other day when he actually put forth more effort.. dangit.
97. I hate being cold, so I will never ski.
98. I love bubble baths, hot chocolate and candles.. all together is heaven.
99. Hushpuppies from Long John Silvers come from heaven too.
100. I can't wait to buy rollerblades and go out to Forest Park this summer!! waa hoo!

oh the joys of v-day with aaron

I really wanted to scan in the card Aaron got me for heart day, but I keep forgetting.. and I think it's highly important that I let everyone read what he wrote to me just so that the moment does not pass! haha

So here it is;

Tinky Bear,
This last year was a trying year for both of us and one that was hard to get through. In our tough times I like how we lean on eachother and feel like we can make it through anything. Boo-boo thanks for being a great girlfriend and especially helping with things I am not good at (writing papers). You are the Best girlfriend I've ever had and the most thoughtful. Some mornings when I see you sleeping I think I am a lucky guy even though your dragon breath is kickin. Pooty Tang thanks for being a caring wonderful big breasted girlfriend. I love you and I hope you have a great year.
Aaron V-day 07

Then there is a pic on the bottom of the card that he drew of me, him and the 2 cats. They are stick figures but it has big muscles on his arms and I have huge droopy boobs. Mila has no fur but on the end of her tail and Sug looks like he has a huge cone head.

There are so many funny things about this card, such as he tells me to have a good year?? who does that on a v-day card to their girlfriend? He thanks me for helping with his papers ON A V-DAY CARD!! hahaha

Then ofcourse thanking me for being big-breasted, I can see that on a v-day card... but c'mon he called me Tinky bear, boo boo and pooty tang all in one card.. that's true love!! hahaha

Keith Urban better be telling the truth!!!!

I was listening to Pandora radio at work today and I heard Keith Urban's song "Better Life".. and I was thinking I really really really hope that is true for me and Aaron!! We have had some really crappy, horrible luck in the past couple of years from little things like getting screwed out of some of Aaron's grant money for school to losing a parent and losing power in the freezing cold winter, to being robbed, having to buy a new washer, a generator, etc. I know, I know.. I'm complaining...
But anyhow, I hope these lyrics are going to be true for us!!!

"Better Life"
Friday night and the moon is high
I'm wide-awake just watchin' you sleep
And I promise you you're gonna have
More than just the things that you need
We ain't got much now, We're just startin' out
But I know somehow paradise is comin'
[Chorus:]
Someday baby, You and I are gonna be the ones
Good luck's gonna shine
Someday baby you and I are gonna be the ones
So hold on, We're headed for a better life
Oh now there's a place for you and me
Where we can dream as big as the sky
I know it's hard to see it now
But baby someday we're gonna fly
This road we're on, you know it might be long
But my faith is strong
It's all that really matters
[REPEAT CHORUS]
So hold on, hold onC'mon baby, hold on
Yeah, we're gonna have it all
And ooh
[REPEAT CHORUS TWICE]
Oh, a better life
Hey we're gonna leave this all behind us baby, wait and see
We're headed for a better life, you and me
We're gonna break the chains that bind and, finally we'll be free
We're gonna be the ones that have it all, you and me
Just hold on tight now baby